Tragedy and Tarot.

Life can certainly be uncertain. Sometimes just when we think we have it all figured out then BAM another curve ball. A few years ago I thought I knew exactly where my life was and where it was going. Id had a boyfriend for many years. Our life wasnt perfect in fact it was quite crazy. But it was also great. Great home. Great cars. Great bank accounts. Life was fun. He had his own business, and I was busy doing Tarot readings, reiki, chakra balancing and whatever I felt like doing. Then one day everything changed. He was diagnosed with covid and 21 days later he left this life.

Not only did I lose my best friend that day I also realized that somewhere in our busy life i had lost myself. I didnt remember who I was without him. That was one of the hardest things to do after he left was figuring out who I was.

I naturally took to my cards. Even I didnt realize what a help they would be.

It started out flipping a card everyday just asking for guidance to get through the day.

Then I got deeper. Asking spirit how I find myself. Every day I would get an answer. Sometimes I didnt like the answer. So often the cards would tell me to try something new. To manifest my happiness. To get out be social. I wasnt ready for that. I wanted to lay in bed and be pissed off. But soon I remembered the cards dont lie and our spirit guide only tells us what we need to hear not what we want to hear.

So I started doing the things I was being guided to do. Even when i didnt want to. I pushed on.

It wasnt an easy journey. It took time and patience. But eventually I started to see pieces of myself I had forgot. Started taking interest in new things and meeting new people. My precious cards did help me find myself.

The cards could not cure my pain. I think that is something I will carry until my own dying day. But they did help me from letting the pain take over my life. They helped me find ways to deal with the pain.

I still flip a card every morning. Its become another part of who I am. The cards are not just what I do for a living. They are a part of me. They are my tool for healing, guidance, and enlightenment. I now share that card online every morning in hopes someone else can get the guidance they need just as I did. \

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